Random Thoughts

Sometimes I just plain tired of the monotony of my life.


i am in a state of "sleep walking" this very moment.


Tick Dock... tick dock...


The clocks just will not stop ticking as I urge to smash it hard with a hammer. Even the clock is smashed into pieces; time will not wait for anyone in particular.


Just a while ago, I heard wedding bell rang from a few of my friends who are getting married soon or getting their wedding planned for the following year. Occasionally someone would ask me when will it be my turn to tie the knot. I had always reluctant or tried my best to avoid replying such question as I am not certain of what answer is best to reply.


Life is kind of short. Everyone knows that they have only one life to live through their donkey years. This makes no exception for me either. The question and answer game had always reflected upon myself deeply. I would always question myself,"Am I ready for such a commitment? Will I be able to start my own family with my own bear hands? The up hand most frequent question that keeps popping in my mind are, "Am I capable of taking charge of my own life as well as taking care of my beloved wife and future son & daughter to come? Do I have the capabilities to provide unconditionally for their needs regardless of my own?


Taking charge of your life brings meaning of setting a path for your future. Take control of your own destinies; do not let fate control you as you need to be the pilot of your own ship.

"The future belong to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."

Just some random thoughts to share as I am having some hand off from my work load for the time being.




Lovely Weekends

The weather is rather weird these days. It has been raining non stop almost everyday for the past weeks. This morning while on my way to work, I heard on the radio that the northern part of Peninsula Malaysia is experiencing flash flood at Kedah province. I hope everything is gonna be fine.

Yesterday...

I had a "Just fine" or moderate weekends. I had my usual classes then follows by some relaxation of time off from work. I'm in love with my current job as much as I love the Vit-M. I really hope the Raya's Holiday come sooner. It is just the beginning of September! Just a torture to endure till the 1st of October.

Somehow... weekends is lovable when I spend it with her.

I just love spending my time with this little girl. =)



At the age of 3, she would like to barge into people's bedroom, jump on their bed and hop like a bunny non stop to wake you up.

Sometime it's a nuisance but sometimes it's rather adorable.



I find that I love to tease her as much as I like to tease someone dear to me. I love to hug her while squeezing her like sponge bob in my arm and she would yell, "Jiu ming Ah!!" (Translates : Help!)



As evening came, I decided to bring her to a park nearby. She couldn't help but to notice there's a huge play ground awaits her. She gushed towards the field without waiting for me. Apparently, both of us enjoyed the evening sun. I just felt happy watching her having the best time she could have today.



Last but not least, we had our dinner without her. She was tired after the park's affair and she was caught fast slept in the car while on our way back home.

I will be posting some photos regularly =) Stay tune.

Thanks for reading.

Cheers,
Mike

Boom-De-Yada ( I love the whole world)



Song Lyrics:-

I love the mountains
I love the clear blue skies
I love big bridges
I love when great whites fly
I love the whole world
And all its sights and sounds
Boom De Yada, Boom De Yada, Boom De Yada, Boom De Yada

I love the ocean
I love real dirty things
I love to go fast
I love Egyptian kings
I love the whole world
and all its craziness
Boom De Yada, Boom De Yada, Boom De Yada, Boom De Yada

I love tornadoes
I love Arachnids
I love hot magma
I love the giant squids
I love the whole world
Its such a brilliant place
Boom De Yada, Boom De Yada, Boom De Yada, Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada, Boom De Yada, Boom De Yada, Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada…

Kind of catchy huh~ haha~

Enjoy the youtube feed.

I love FOOD yet there's so much PREPARation!!

These Day...

Kitchen has officially became part of my life...



Something new... something refreshing (for the nutshell)...


Everyday was Kitchen.. KITCHEN... and more kITcHeN!!!!


From morning till noon... Kitchen...

From 6 star and above till the lowest I get is 5 star... type of KITCHEN...


MY BELLY GROWLed ferociously non stop... I was indeed hungry...



Time is hard to pass by as currently I am still doing the "NAtional Service" kind of thingy...

New things to learn but not that hard to grasp BUT extremely hard to digest...

Food has always been part of my life (technically =D) ... Each day I learned more about food... Good food... delicious food... in short quality food...

The food in the brochures were very appealing and it like popping out right in front of my eyes whenever I start hallucinating (sleepy) argh... it's untouchable nor it is eatable...

Slowly I was dozing off unexpectedly YET with my eyes wide opened... (how i wish)



aRgh.... looking at me watch!! 5:30pm!!!

Hurray~ is time to go back... =)

A day at work yet realizing time passes by that fast...


I believed it happens to everyone before.
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& sTop lying to yourself if you say No!



Cheers,
Mike

Goals in near future:-
Gonna need sometime to do some updating. (Blog) weekly? monthly?
KINDA busy =)

Root Three

I fear that I will always be
a lonely number like a root three

A three is all that's good and right

Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath a vicious square root sign?

I wish instead I were a nine.

For nine could thwart this evil trick
with just some quick arithmetic.

I know I'll never see the sum as 1.7321

Such is my reality a sad irrationality.

When, hark, just what is this I see?

Another square root of a three
has quietly come waltzing by

Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer

Rejoicing as an integer

We broke free from our mortal bonds
and with a wave of a magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
and love for me has been renewed.

The Nine Thousand Prologue...

The voyages still continue aimlessly with no harbor in sight. No one knew for sure what would lies ahead. Perhaps, some may said, all this was nothing more than a absurd dream but I refused to believe it. I continued with my pursue...

..........

Occasionally...

An anchor drops all the way to the dark, cold calmness of the abyssal plain, and disturbs the stillness of centuries by throwing up a cloud of silt.

One nearly hit .... the other awaits ...

As the storm came and sank the ships till it stops sinking and ends up floating on a underwater surface, beyond the reach of the storms but far above the ocean floor.

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It's calm there. Dead calm.


.....


Slowly, I turned my body around and raised my left arm. I reached as far as I
can and clinched on to the iron plated handle and it stored water to power its mechanisms.

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.... Flush~~~~~~Flush~~~~~~


I felt instant feeling of relieve...

I finally came out of the toilet....

Cubicle will be updating it new template soon. Still in the progress of getting it work properly. I was sick for the past few days.


Dang KFC! See ya guys soon.

In progress

Whole new CUBE is coming soon.

Stay Tune~


Cheers!
Mike

When She Loved me



Picture taken in Lake Perdana " Botanical Garden" on Labour's day.

Argh...

Current Mood : Very very very shitty** mentioned from my previous post.

However, recently I stumbled upon an old Dvd from Alan's room and thus I decided to take some time off to sit back and enjoy the show again.

-Toy Story 2 -

It took me an hour or so to finish the show and the song featured in one of the soundtrack, "When she love me" sang by Sarah Mclachlan caught my attention and so I decided to make a few clicks on the WORLD WIDE WEB and now you are listening to it on my blog =)

The lyrics is as follows:- Enjoy, feel it, smoothing and I just love it.

Song Title : When She Love Me ( Toy Story 2)
Artist : Sarah Mclachlan

When somebody loved me,
Everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together lives within my heart
And when she was sad,
I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy,
So was I
When she loved me

Through the summer and the fall
We had each other, that was all
Just she and I together,
Like it was meant to be

And when she was lonely,
I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me

So the years went by
I stayed the same
But she began to drift away
I was left alone
Still I waited for the day
When she'd say I will always love you

Lonely and forgotten,
I'd never thought she'd look my way
And she smiled at me and held me just like she used to do
Like she loved me
When she loved me

When somebody loved me
Everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together lives within my heart

When she loved me

End.



- Picture taken at Orchid Garden of Lake Perdana Kuala Lumpur-

Nice eh? Yea~ I hope you liked the song as much as I did. I'll soon revamp my blog, I mean the whole thing will go into construction soon. I'm still looking into possibilities on my own dotcom as much as my own domain name. It is still on the thinking cap.

See you guys soon. Ej, I shall await for your arrival very soon from now.

Till then, I hope I can blog often and not some random blog post. It is getting more random these days due to:-

Mood : Very Shitty plus lousy internet connection.

cya.

Labour Day outing Part 1



Picture taken in The Botanical Garden of "The Perdana Lake".
Above shot was captured in The Cactus Garden, I spotted a red flower among the thorns of all the cactus that surrounds it. I titled it outshine as it really did outshine the rest. For such a small flower but yet out colored it surrounding. It somehow represents my current self.

May the 1st marked the Labour Day of 2008, it's a public holiday for every citizen of Malaysia. As long as you are a Malaysian, you are spared from work this day but of cos there some who still work.

Current Mood : Shitty ("work influence" - I do believe it somehow does)

I'm gonna continue this post soon. Lousy internet connection, kinda hard to even upload one photo. It took me half an hour for one pic.

I hope everyone do bare with me~~ LOL~ I really hope to spend more time in my life, blog, trying to perfect my shot & etc.

There's so many things to be done. Uncountable yet there's so little accomplishments.

Argh~~

When will it be?

I need my Life's "Big Break"~

Mary Jane

I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
and the somethin' that you said about being friends
tell me how
help me say the words out loud

could it be
that nothings gonna change
cause time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had
can you see
the girl you used to be
the one I lost when I let go of you
oh whatever happened to
mary jane
ooh ooh
ooh ooh

I need to wake up from this state of mind
the situation is the same kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
would you catch me if I had to fall
would you even find the time for that at all
tell me how
help me say the words out loud

could it be
that nothings gonna change
time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had
can you see
the girl you used to be
the one I lost when I let go of you
oh whatever happened to
mary jane
ooh ooh
ooh ooh

cause time has taken back
everything I thought we had

Mary Jane..

could it be
nothings gonna change
cause time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had
can you see
the girl you used to be
the one I lost when I let go of you
oh whatever happened to
mary jane
ooh ooh
oh whatever happened to
ooh ooh
mary jane


Artist: The Click Five
Album: Modern Minds & Pastimes
Title: Mary Jane

I heard this song on the CD player in Alan's car while on our way to church the other day. Somehow it tingle back fond memories of the older days. I believe everyone do have their own very story to tell or should I say some unforgettable "past" to keep.

Some stories are meant to be kept forever to yourself and you will definitely bury it or seal it in a box and throw away it together with the only key into the deep ocean & hoping one day no one would ever find it. However, some stories are meant to be shared of which I believe most of it would be the happy one cos hardly there is anyone would like to bring up sad and heart wreaking experiences to be shared.

From the start one would experiences ... One & only... etc... & "if LUCK & commitment side you all the way & no
Shiet Happens" ... then... follows by the sound of ...

The wedding bells ... vows... & until the final agenda - till end do us part -

Everyone loves happy endings. Do you? I do =)


p/s: Click on the youtube feed below for the song. I'll upload the song onto my blog soonest. enjoy~




My break

It has ended, dread tired, exhausted etc.

Reached home around 6pm.



Unforgettable experience spend with friends and some memorable "Pain" moments that I won't forget.

haha~ I think I shall stop here. Gonna take my rest and gonna post a long one this week.

Stay tune~ Gosh, there's so much delay in my post. I didn't even get to finish my previous two post but none the less, it was a great weekend for me.

Cya.

Labour Day



On labour day, May the 1st was a public holiday. The weather was "HOT!!!" All I can describe the weather was omg! The weather for the past few days was torturing. I even sweat when I had my fan at it's limit blowing directly at my half naked body =D

But it was definitely a good day for the outdoors & so I hoped on my humble little vehicle with my camera strapped onto my shoulder with a task of shooting the great outdoor.

Heh heh~ Stay tune for more. I'd been rather busy lately so photos shall be posted kinda slow I guess plus the internet connection had contribute to the frustration gauge.

Till then, cya.

Argh... I need my break~~~

Weekends

Ah....

I really do loves weekends...

In 19 days to go and I shall have my 4 days break - *Very short*. I just couldn't wait for that day to come.


Picture taken in "Taiping Lake, Perak" - 2008

While waiting for my short break in May, I'm hoping for another break through. Keeping my fingers crossed while holding onto my belief that my dreams & determination can drive me through.



Lately or I would say it happened since a while back...

I'm been *mood less* whenever I wanted to update my blog.

My mind just freeze at the point that whenever I wanted to blog and with my "Superb" (being sacrastic) internet connection I subscribed added more spices to the mood.

I had to stop here, kinda a short one cos I'm rushing out. I can't believe myself in those days I just spend hours to write a freaking long post and with this kind of internet connection??? I am just speechless when I come to think of it.

Maybe my patience had failed me these days. haha~

By the way, I shall post more pictures up soon.

Till then, cya =D

Just another posts for enlightenment.

As April closing to an end. This would be my second post of the 2nd Quarter of the year. I had been busy lately of which that I couldn't find much time for myself and some other important things at hand.

Argh~~ Thank God for the wonderful weekends which had replenish my soul & mind. Each day had passed by even tougher for the past few weeks. For the past weeks made me ponder hard on so many things, my mind were overwhelmed by questions of such "Does it really matters anymore?" it was a body & mind torturing experience. Mentally fighting from within triggering the urge to commit indescribable & undesirable action against whom had claimed that they had won the battle.

Many have come and go but how many of them had left legacy for those who follows. Sometimes I beg to differ that when it is the right time /how can I do that? & etc.

In recent weeks, I hold on to what is truly dear to me. I understand what life has to offer together with it's bitter or sweet. God has his way =) It really did took me ages to knock my head against the wall. Somehow I realized.

Yesterday I took some time off to browsed through my collection of pictures which I took in the past few months when I was having my break at my home town (The land of the head hunters) & also while on my visit to Sibu for Yee Ting's wedding. I took the time to browse through each photos and add a bit of touches onto it.

Some life's moment that might never happens twice.



The newly wed walking down the aisle



Soon to be Doctors and Husband & Wife =D



One of the "Drama Queen" every school would have these days. haha~



Someone I knew since I am a toddler.



Finally someone caught red handed while trying to buy "Pisang Goreng" (Fried Banana) by the roadside.

Some memories are worthy to collect. May it be bitter nor sweet, it is meant to be make you stronger within & I believe it so.

..... & of cos Thanks for reading.

"Ping PongING"



Anyone care to have a "ping pong" (table tennis) session with me?

I guess I had been playing ping pong for the past weeks including this week.

My terms for "PING PONGing" is referring to my current state.

Everything seems like a ball game to me. A minute your eyes are not on the balls, it comes with a bang. Racing with time each day and concentrating on the ball game is what surrounds us these days and there is no denial if you cannot catch up with it, you are definitely a gone case.

I'll be posting rarely due to current work load. I can't even find time for myself these days. Hopefully I do post at least once a week =) haha~

Stress is eating off part of brain and pressure is taking me away slowly.

Argh... How I wish I was at the cinema now watching - "Definitely, Maybe" !!!! You may go to youtube and search for the trailer yourself and if you love the sitcom "Two guys and a girl at a pizza place" I guess you will love this show too.

Till then, cya. I hope I can post more soon.

The bucket list

Weekend always passes by very fast. However, I spend my Saturday doing much of nothing and I guess going out was not the option cos it was like cats and dogs out there the whole day. As the rain stopped in the evening, I had a short session of basketball with my mates and head to the "Mamak" for supper. Playing with a totally empty stomach gave me weak legs. LOL~

Soon after the supper, we visited the *LOCAL DvD vendor* wink* for dvd.

We bought a few dvds for the night.

We viewed...

"The Bucket List"



I would definitely say this movie is a sentimental drama that as a viewer touches your emotions. If you like drama and not just another typical Hollywood film, I guess this show is for you provided that you appreciate a movie that had less "Ooh Ha" in it but uses more of your comprehension side.

The performance from Jack Nicholson and Morgan Freeman as expected were brilliance and top notch. The film is funny and it touches your feeling. I wouldn't want to elaborate any further as I hate spoilers too. Haha...

I highly recommend anyone to view this show "The Bucket List".

Maybe the poster should be like the following:-

Confused???

18th of March



It was not exactly *my day* on that day (18th March) with my finger crossed & hoping nothing will go wrong.

1. I was late for work due to *I don't know why* that caused the massive jam.

2. I rushed to finish my work like a mad dog chasing after his own tail not knowing *why on earth should I be doing this at the first place* because I was informed that there will be a *last minute meeting* notice from the client.

3. I didn't had my lunch. On the bright side (Diet?? - I must) but the worse part was that I will have enough blood sugar to pump to my brain which indirectly made my day worsen when I talked rubbish during the meeting (*Joking - Maybe I thought too much - precaution is alway better than cure) and still I ate nothing except breathing in O2 and drinking H2O.

4. The day ended rather smooth. Thank God!

5. There was only one thing that came clear at first thought that I wanted to do. I need FOOD!

I reached home around 8:00am and settled some other matters. It was almost 9pm and it was time for my dinner.

Korean BBQ at Taman Desa, OLD KLANG ROAD.



Korean food always served with lots of side dishes.



The meats were cooked on the spot.



There was this little mechanical exhaust system that acted like a little chimney.



Muakz! It was just simply delicious!



The pancake is kinda like an egg omelet with mixtures of lots of vegetables and meat.



Kimchi is one of the *must order* dishes in Korean cuisine if you likes spicy food of cos.



Try to make a guess for the picture below:-



I think I'll just stop here for the time being cos is time to head home & stay tune for more.

The picture is referred to My next post:-
Halyconstudio raided my PLACE and KL.

Oh Sunday, don't leave...



Music makes my day better plus...

I just happens to love Sundays =)

Realize - Colbie Caillat

Realize - Colbie Caillat

V1:
Take time to realize
That your warmth is crashing down on me
Take time to Realize
That I am on your side Didn’t I, didn’t I tell you

PC:
But I cant spell it out for you
No its never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

Ch:
If you just realize, what I just realized
Then we’d be perfect for each other and we’ll never find another
Just realize what I just realized,
we’d never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now

V2:
Take time to realize
Oh oh, I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by..
Didn't I tell you

PC:
Ch:
but…..

Its not the same, no its never the same
If you don’t feel it too

If you meet me half way, If you would meet me half way
It could be the same for you...
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This song can be heard on my blog.

Did you ever miss out anything in your life?

Take time to realize...
If you just realize, what I just realized...


What a week!!

I had been traumatized by what I had experienced for the past weeks which I had simply illustrated above. Somehow the four letter words was in total control when the silly dispute occurred. Pin pointed to the wall like a convict for no reason and for something that were totally absurd to begin with.

I just hope this would end soon. Life still needs to go on somehow.

Argh~~ I felt blue~ish and greenish at the same time...

A day in the Park.



Last Sunday, I visited "Taman Botani" of Putrajaya. Lovely and *short* experience.

Opening Hours:
Park:
Daily - 7.00 am to 6.00 pm (including public holidays)

No fees required.

But somehow I reached the destination at approximately *5.00pm*. Dammit! darn useless *Road directional board* =) Without much hesitation I still proceed with my visit.



The canopy bridge of the Taman Botani. The sight was breathtaking. The wind is catching up and the mush mellow clouds were blown away.

Giving it's way for a heavy down pour.



Soon after we departed from the park, we stopped by one of the signage of Putrajaya itself.

Most of the people would parked their car by the road side to catch some fresh air as it was windy and cooling that particular evening.



Practically I was shooting non stop until my camera's battery ran low.

Below here were my last two shots.



Rain followed.

I soon left Putrajaya and head home.



I shall try to post more often and most of my post will be photos instead of words that make your head spin.

Feel free to comment =)

Enjoy and hope you all likes the photos I had taken.

Cont'd from my Last Post

We opened the door gently hoping to have a peek on this little man, he was lying on his parent's bed peacefully without the care of the world.

Anxious to see him.



His father gently woke him up and carried him out to the living room. Introduction was made and the important news were, we are officially addressed as "Uncles" to this little man.

I guess he was anxious to see us too.



Apparently he was still in the mood of sleeping.



It took ages to make him smile, apparently our language does not make any senses to him and neither is our funny antics amused him so.

However, he still smiled at last =)



There's this shot when Jack tried, " Give me five!'.

His reaction was funny~



Cling onto his dad's shoulder tightly, we tried to play "peekaboo" with this little guy.

But in his case, ignorance works just fine.





We soon left the premises before the massive jam hits the highway. We say our goodbye to the little guy and promised we would drop by again someday.

Life is a gift, a gift from God.

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