The NORM.

Norm...

On normal days, I would spend 9hrs or more on working my way up the corporate ladder.. sometimes I wonder,"Hey! Is this the correct piece of shit that I am climbing?". shouting to my inner part which is struggling to strives for the so called "THE BIG BREAK" that everyone would refer to.

On normal hrsss in a day, I would perform most ppl dislike. WORK till your head drops on the table and talk deliberately to yourself saying,"OMG! Why on earth that I have to do this routine everyday?!". Then an inner conscious will deliberately tells you that, you are working for the PAY. That parts comfort a portion of the madness outbreak in the inner part. Most people do routine everyday but as for me, I meet all kind of SHIT each day depending on the situation and who I dealt with.

On normal minutes in a day, I would crack my head on some problems people wouldn't want to lay their finger on. Minutes turn to hours and hours turns to days, months. If lets say if it ever turns to months. Yes, you won't be seeing me typing this or be mourning about the norm... I would be happy enough to tell you I quited or got fired...

On normal seconds in a day, part of me struggling to get to the toilet and sit on my balls on the water cistern pondering off how to strike the golden pots with 4 digits number which I find totally absurd to do so. The seconds in my life, I would reflect to the decisive moments in life that I would make a crucial part in my work... To get screwed on the spots or to be glorious and applause comes slapping at your faces... That's my moment in a day... satisfying yet pressurized to the core of my existence.

The Norm... passes each year. The yearly increment, bonuses, company trips & etc etc... Some might not ever entitled to what I have mentioned above. The employer will comes out with all kinds of BULL to lay you off.

The QUESTIONs?
Will the norm ever satisfy each and everyone of us? Everyone define "Norm" differently and it make no exception to me either. What is your goal? What is your ambition in life? & What kind of life you want in short?

The ANSWERs!
There's no answer unless you find it on your own...

To be anything you desire is defined accordance to no standards nor laws. To be successful or non successful is defined differently on each individual. Successful is a word, passion, strength & goal etc... it has infinite definition as well as the word "LOVE".

Is almost 5:30pm. Is time to pack up and head home. I'm done with enough SHIT for today. Tomorrow is a new day. Look ahead for what tomorrow has to offer, yesterday is history but offer valuable lessons which life has to offer. Be ready of what's ahead, who knows tomorrow might be your BIG BREAK.

Past weeks...

For the past few weeks I had been kinda busy, works becomes extremely tedious and dealing with all kind of old f@ckEr! really make my days harder.

Apparently today I took a day off due to some urgent matters and so at the meant time I decided to do some blogging since there's ample time to do so these days.

Sissy Part 2! - More to come in near future!


The sun was dazzling above our heads when we set out for our 2nd sissy game on the 2nd of June, Saturday morning, 0700 hr sharp. Dressed up as usual, jacky with double layer beneath, Alan & I the usual but this time around we invited Anthony, the foo's cousin all the way from the East, Sabah - currently studying in KL - to try the pain of paintball in the west! AHAHAHa... I gotcha tell you guys, the game is worth every sweat and penny of it!

Each of us were loaded with fear but Excitement was always in the picture. We met up with Kenny at Cheras that particular morning and we soon headed straight to meet up with the organiser, Jason & Rachel to lead us to our final destination but...


Along comes the CRAPer?!
Yesh, we were late... thanks to Alan urges to get his crap done while we are having our breakfast. This time we shall travel to the outskirt of Kuang town situated at Sungai Buloh - MUDTREKKER Paintball Field is the place we are heading.

We arrive half an hour behind the scheduled time. Gosh! This is gonna be fun, we met up with the rest of the 40 plus plus people, mostly were stranger to us, most of them were Rachel and Jason's friend and colleagues.

The safety briefing of the game.

The brief of how to use the marker.

Our face protector - Face Masks.

Marker - The marshalls getting reading the markers for us, filling it with pallets.

"Safety pin off! Barrel Socks off!.... READY! 5... 4... 3... 2... 1... GOGOGO!" shouted the marshalls. Then all hell break lose, anything on sight that is not friendly is our target.

Starting off the paintball warfare, we headed out to the jungle for the 'Jungle scenario', in short we are going to play capture the flag kind of game. Shot~! This game was tough, everyone was dressed up with camo. suits. We can't see a shit out there in the field. Most people just spam the bullets, hoping to get lucky. haha.. In the end, we lost badly.

I got shot while crawling through the bunker with jacky behind after kenny got shot from the left flank. hahaha.. poor kenny, jacky left him before he was about to retreat. The game was darn blood pumping and excitement thrilled everyone, all of us just wanted more but... the girls in our group didn't want to play the jungle scenarios complaining about mosquitoes and the muddy condition on the field... sigh~ but we just played once~

After much consideration, we played Urban warfare from then on. The field was huge in short and embedded with strategic brick walls, rubber tyres & zinc huts. It was like playing PC game - Counter Strike on cs_militia & cs_aztec maps. We played several types of game, assault & defend and capture the flag etc. Horse shit! capturing the flag was the toughers! Yesh, in one of the game of capturing the flag, one of the female opponent shot me in the head 3 times when I tried to approach her to threaten her to surrender. I guess that's the result from playing with amatuers! They tend to panic and shoot anything in sight >.< Everyone getting ready for the urban warfare

As for the defend and assault game. I get to play the defending side at first. The rule was simple, the assaulting team needs to penetrate the house and shoot everyone down in 5mins time to win the game or otherwise the defending team will win the game. It was easy as the defender provided we had sufficient ppl in the team and bunker to cover ourselves from bullets flying endless almost anywhere. Fortunately the game we won by defending our base. I guess the idea was not to get shot, shoot when it is necessary and not SPAMMING! hahaha~

Jacky spotted!

The following game, this time around my team was to be the assaulting team. Gosh, thanks to the well covered infrastructure for the defending team. They were to defend a house. It was like cs_militia. I bet Kenny & Jacky felt lots of bullets pelting the side of their house non stop and as if it was raining cats & dogs outside but to our dismay, we lost this match. They were too tough to be eliminated. I guess their defends were good.

Soon later, most of the mates left the game. The left over was us and some of the rest to finish to remainding bullets! Yesh, meaning we got extra bullets and few more rounds to play. Most of the girls left the field early. I guess they were tired and complaining about the weather and stuff like that.

The remainding troops of the day

Zombie
The last game was "Zombie" type. Just imagine what sort of game that we were about to comprehene. This is when only head shots count meaning when you shoot someone on the body, it doesn't counts. Gosh~ everyone gonna feel the pain this time for sure, I mean countless pain if your opponent just don't aim at your heart but body. ahahaha~ hm... yesh, eventually I shot Jacky 3 times on his right arm without shooting at his masks because I was busy entertaining someone on my left at that every moment when he suddenly appear few feets next to me while I am taking fire. hah! Jacky was in lots of pain after the game, we can't help much. Kenny and Alan just laugh their heads off after hearing his glorious but yet painful moment on the field!

Kenny & Jacky's battle scar!

Soon after the game we head back home but de tour to KFC, Kepong to have our late lunch. Imagine we played paintball from 10.00am till 3.00pm in the noon. haha~

Simulation of S.W.A.T

Standing (Anthony - Left, Kenny - Mid, Jacky - Right) Crouching (Alan - Left & I in the middle)


The following Weekend...

Kenny's place! We decided to go to kenny's place to spend the weekend. So that saturday morning we decided to hike a hill behind kenny's apartment. It's a small hill located at Cheras. Most of the people who went there was the elderly, you wouldn't believe your eyes when you see them, they were like spidey. BS.. ahaha~ so we tried... below is a short video footage of our hike. Yes, theres some funny moment when Kenny urges to catch after two chicks which was ahead of him but landed himself hardly catching his own breath >.<



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